Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Great Move of 2009

.. has commenced .. 

One day in and I am kinda freakin' out .. Three years in one apartment and I have one week to pack. 

The animals are restless .. wandering around the apartment wondering what the hell is going on. I bought Willow three new balls at the dollar store and that has helped entertain her for about 20 minutes. She keeps placing them underneath her bed and then attempts to dig a hole through the bed in order to get the ball. 

I keep finding stray puzzle pieces. Makes me think of him. Which I shouldn't. He has moved on and that is what I am doing. Why I was so determined to move, for change. I need it desperately. 

So, I have plenty of 5 hour energy drinks, diet pepsi, ramens, and twizzlers to fuel me and get me through this move. 

Check up on me, k, in case I have a heart attack and am on the floor, foaming at the mouth. 


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

This was a very difficult shot to get .. am I showing too much skin? 

Boy, taking these photos REALLY makes me want to work out like every second. 

oh, and about the bruises on my back .. haha .. its from 'cupping' .. it is a chinese medicine practice. After the cupping my acupuncturist gave me an awesome massage .. just what I needed! Pammie ain't gettin' no lovin' anymore .. 

I am a touchy feely person and the most feely I have gotten in a long time are hugs from family and friends .. I need physical contact sometimes, ya know .. anyway, it was perfect.

At the moment, I am making a salad for the office potluck and plan to stay clear of anything made of macaroni.

Happy Wednesday!


Monday, April 20, 2009

Remember ..

Borrowed from:

I need to remember this .. every second of ever day. 


Friday, April 10, 2009

The Ice Is Getting Thinner

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be
The seasons have changed and so have we
There was little we could say and even less that we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you

We buried our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained
But we stayed by its side, as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak

When the spring arrived, we were taken by surprise
When the flows under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me

We're not the same dear and it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go with nothing underneath
Then it saddens me to say what we both knew was true
That the ice was getting thinner under me and you

The ice was getting thinner under me and you